SO

got a message from a friend about my SO today.

re the CCTV incident, that's true. yes, that happened. but the thing in question was actually just a small purse which had highlighters and a toothbrush and some abubot in it. the dean can attest to that. my SO was given a year suspension but after one sem, the dean called my SO to tell her to enrol. why would the dean to that if this really was just not a stupid issue. if that purse contained something really valuable as most of these "in-the-know" people claim, why was she not expelled? the person who first told you stuff know (in her heart of hearts) that my SO had been good to her. and that she didnt lose anything or the others in that block. they knew what exactly happened. and though nobody will admit this, they all rode in the novelty of that incident. and this person, they were close friends, for a while anyway. and though this person said (still say, i dunno) a lot of bad stuff about my SO, my SO did not retaliate nor wish to retaliate. to think my SO knows a lot of stuff about her too. but my SO out of respect, did not disclose anything. i hope that eventually, she would stop. just stop badmouthing my SO. these people they are vindictive to the core and i do not understand why. let my SO be, she has suffered enough.

re the other people who said stuff about my SO, notice that these people did not really encounter my SO. they only heard the stuff from somebody who has a friend whose friend...you get the drift.

re the ex. yes, i know of this ex. she was one of the few my SO loved and my SO had been very good to her and she knows that. i dunno what her problem is but my SO does not wish ill on her. my SO wants to tell her: "i hope you pass the bar. at the end of the day, we all get what we deserve". re the "different temperaments", i know of these. and i do not need a degree in psych to understand.

i thank you friend for the concern, as always ;> but you know i can take care of myself. but i will remember your advice. in any case, see you soon!

*insert smiley face

it's been 7 months since i first spoke with you...we still have good conversations...we spend hours just talking...we even have these silent moments where we just sit together and cuddle yet seeming to converse. and i love that.

it's been 3 months since we first saw each other...and i still look forward to seeing you at the end of each day...i look forward to sleeping with our limbs intertwined each night.

that mistake, the one which proved not to be a mistake, i am actually very glad that happened.

it has only been less than a year, i know...and we've been under the same roof only for a month but...i am happy...i am content. and i am thankful.

i look forward to our date tonight, mahal (as if you'd be able to read this) but yea..i am lookin forward to our dinner plus coffee plus conversations tonight.

a cosmic joke?

i reiterate, i am such a mediocre writer. .if even the word writer can be applied to somebody who writes like me.. but as such, i am still gonna put down some thoughts here..in other words, kebs ;>

so...
for a few months now i have resorted to having an escape..from my reality...i go to this fantasy land during the day to..i dunno..prolly forget the mundanity of this thing i call life..that is not to say that my life is actually ordinary..not really..im making no sense at all..see? i am such a poor writer..

anyway, i escape...i talk..i listen...i dunno it prolly helps that i really have no clue as to the reality of the one on the other side of the spectrum...there is the perceived reality of course but that's just it, perceived...mostly, i do not know anything..

this actually is not the first time i did this..the escaping part...ive spoken to lots but..but..they all remained in virtuality...i always made sure that my reality and my escape do not mix but..but...i made a mistake...one small mistake..i used my stupid bb in replying to one email..and voila! there goes my first and last name and the company i work for all in one...i had no choice but to come clean ;> which to this day i hope is really not a mistake...

haaiz..it's as if somebody's playing jokes on me...tsk..

jushwa

dru's so big now. he's going to be 11 this july. gosh! he refers to himself as preteen, not a kid anymore daw..ooooookay...

and..and... he has gotten himself a GIRLFRIEND. oh no!!! last christmas, he gave this gal a personalized bracelet. tsk. and last vday he gave her a stuffed bear and chocolates. ugh! and what did mom get? a kiss..tsk tsk tsk

it's too early!!!!!

2011 woohoo

it's 2011. May 11 2011 to be exact.

it's been a long long time..it's only now that i finally decided on resetting my pword for this blog. i actually have another blog which i remember making in 2009. but for the life of me, i cannot remember the account name...all i remember is there was a "new leaf" on its title.

so, what has happened since 2008? a lot actually. suffice it to say that i have a totally different life now. new job, new house, new car, new partner ;>

anyway, today at this moment, i feel good. i seem to be on top of most things. and it's quite liberating. although yesterday was a totally different matter coz luningning aka crayola (my uber beautiful car) got hurt. i crashed into our basement parking wall (so stupid of me) but the bright side to this is, it did not happen on the road where other people could have been affected.

good thing also is, i have proven yet again that i still have some charms to speak of ;> hahahaha...i got to have the police not fine me woohooo ;> he only told me to be careful the next time..and he even went so far as to tell our building maintenance not to disturb me with any payment. as he said "it's kalas. do not disturb this lady" weeeee

i have a lot to say but for now, this is enough...now that i have a new pword for this account, i should be able to get into writing blahs again ;>