powerless.
helpless.
less.
that's what i feel right now.
and alone...
in the midst of a crowd. tsk..
i dont know what to do anymore.
everything i say is rebuked
everything i do is rendered stupid
ikaw na. sge.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Sunday, April 22, 2012
trust
trust, i think is the hardest to give. You may love a person and you may claim you trust him/her yet in the deep recesses of your mind, you know you have doubts.
how does one know what the other person says is true? i normally just take things at face value. i mean, for me, there really is no reason to lie. the person you are trying to protect by lying will actually be more hurt when s/he learns you've been lying all along. or that you did not disclose some things you've done or been doing. Omission is a form of lie.
at the onset of whatever relationship i have, be it platonic or romantic, i normally believe everything. i have faith in the goodness of people. although, i must admit, just one occurrence of dishonesty and i'd forever doubt the person. But of course, they don't know that. i think i sometimes have a poker face.
On a different note, there's a question that has been nagging me that i need to air out. What constitutes flirting? when does one have to be angry about what your partner is doing. Say, hypothetically, your partner tells this person that s/he had been wanting to ask this particular person out since the beginning of time. S/he told this person that s/he just did not have the courage to do so but s/he just have to let the person know so that the person is aware. This being years after. What could your partner's agenda be for telling the person? If i do the same thing, would that be justified?
Thing is, i told myself i am no longer going to retaliate. i will just let the person go if anything like this happens. i am tired of people's dishonesty. I mean, c'mon! can't we just let go of the person we are with if we are not sure?
how does one know what the other person says is true? i normally just take things at face value. i mean, for me, there really is no reason to lie. the person you are trying to protect by lying will actually be more hurt when s/he learns you've been lying all along. or that you did not disclose some things you've done or been doing. Omission is a form of lie.
at the onset of whatever relationship i have, be it platonic or romantic, i normally believe everything. i have faith in the goodness of people. although, i must admit, just one occurrence of dishonesty and i'd forever doubt the person. But of course, they don't know that. i think i sometimes have a poker face.
On a different note, there's a question that has been nagging me that i need to air out. What constitutes flirting? when does one have to be angry about what your partner is doing. Say, hypothetically, your partner tells this person that s/he had been wanting to ask this particular person out since the beginning of time. S/he told this person that s/he just did not have the courage to do so but s/he just have to let the person know so that the person is aware. This being years after. What could your partner's agenda be for telling the person? If i do the same thing, would that be justified?
Thing is, i told myself i am no longer going to retaliate. i will just let the person go if anything like this happens. i am tired of people's dishonesty. I mean, c'mon! can't we just let go of the person we are with if we are not sure?
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