today's my birthday. same old same old. nothing has changed. isn't that sad? that i'm 29 and i still have yet to show what i'm made of? i mean, i haven't reached my peak yet, financially and spiritually speaking. i don't have savings yet.my son is still staying at my childhood home when he should be with me.i am still an assistant (well, not assistant ASSISTANT but am not a boss yet).

what can i be proud of? well, i'm proud of my smart son.i'm proud of my 6-yr relationship.i'm proud that i have graduated from a (or as we claim, THE) premier university in the phil. but that's it.

i wonder what this new year holds for me. i do wish that that application we made'd be approved and that we, my son, honun and i will be finally be together so we can start being a real family.