i have a lot of apprehensions...a lot of doubts...a lot of negativity so to speak.
about the future...about life...about everything basically.
i wanna write em all down...tell the world...tell someone.
but thing is, if i voice em out, i fear they'd become a reality, an absolute certainty.
and that i dont want. so i think its best kept inside.
hhhmmm...i was told a long time back that i frown when i sleep. ive always thought that maybe i have inner demons and they surface when i slumber.
could be, right? oh well...
2 comments:
hahaha.. i'd always remember how you told me you frown when you sleep made me conscious of my expression when i sleep as well..
everybody has apprehensions.. because we care about what would happen in the days to come.. and of course worrying is part of the package... you recounted what went on with your previous year... see? things turned out great! its cliche but as they say, we make our own destinies.. we carve our own life... don't be too scared, have faith and - live. we have many blessings in our lives and no matter what happens, God will never leave us (I'm not saying this just to sound religious - I myself am a testament to this - "He" saved me from dengue and my depression -d two dark, "D"s in my life..)
Hold on, just keep your faith and always remember we're here for you ;) love ya ching! mwahmwah! (spare d mush, it's d new year anyway hehehe)
thanks, chang..as always ;>
just read your comment.. dli gaopen dre for a long time...
kitakits soon. cant wait
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